‘Don’t you remember?’ Those words sear my heart. Sounds like an accusation about a lack of caring. Not listening. Not paying attention. You know what I mean. Remember?
The disciples in Mark 8 failed to bring enough food to meet their needs. Only one loaf of bread for a boatload of hungry men. But Jesus warns them about allowing sin to rise up in their lives like yeast does for loaves of bread. But, as usual, they misunderstand Him. They think Jesus mutters on about their growling tummies, which cry out for the staff of life.
That’s when Jesus utters these unwelcome words–‘And do you not remember?’ (Mark 8: 18). He harkens back to when He fed over 5,000 people with only five loaves of bread and a couple of fish. His point is that little is much when Jesus is in it. They saw this miracle. All the bounty from His hands right in front of their eyes. No problem meeting seemingly insurmountable needs, even with leftovers galore. The sky’s the limit… and beyond. So, remember, don’t forget. Have a little faith, while you’re at it.
But they forgot. Slipped their minds. Failed to ring a bell. How terrible. So unbelieving, careless, and blind. I can’t understand those blokes. It was right in front of their eyes. You couldn’t miss it if you tried. Seeing should be believing, shouldn’t it? But it wasn’t.
That could be my story as well. And yours, too? To still berate ourselves for sins God has forgiven and forgotten decades ago. Ever fearful at the slightest upset. Thinking that God has given up on us, or even worse, rejected us. That’s never what you or I imagine, is it? Think again. That’s me to a tee. Hits the bullseye. I do remember.
So, isn’t it time to believe Him? To learn by heart His promises? To mull them over and over again? To get serious about our faith? To bask in His mercies and love? Isn’t it time? Seems more like overtime.
Lord Jesus, I believe you. Please help my unbelief. Amen.