Reading these chapters in the Gospel of Matthew, I get upset with Jesus’ disciples. Don’t you? If not, why not? After all, how dense can they be? Okay, what do I mean? Maybe I should get off my high horse and cut them some slack. Think so? Well, let me explain and try to get back into your good graces, if I can.
In Matthew 14, we read of the miracle of the feeding over 5000 people. From almost nothing in hand, Jesus feeds the multitude, leaving leftovers that fill twelve baskets. The point is that whatever is in Jesus’ hands, more will come if He so desires. The sky’s the limit. Really, there’s no limit. Period. Not with Our Lord. Get the point? Let that sink in. Fix it in your craw. I’ll try, too.
Then Jesus walks on water only to call Peter to do much the same, but this disciple finds himself sinking fast, looking everywhere around him in panic. And down goes Peter, but only for a moment. Jesus encourages His chief disciple to grow his faith a bit more–‘O you of little faith, why did you doubt?’ (Matt. 14:31).
Sometime later, another crowd gathers to hear Jesus’ teaching and also receive physical healing. The day gets a bit long in the tooth, and the disciples get fidgety once again. What are they to do? Stomachs are growling all over the place. As recorded in Matthew 15, Jesus tells the disciples to feed these poor folk who are fainting with hunger. Feed them, already. But His followers are perplexed. How could they possibly feed over 4000 people with only 7 small loaves of bread and a couple of fish? Some might have laughed behind Jesus’ back. Others wonder why He keeps putting all these burdens on their backs without lifting a finger (!). I would have been in the griper group.
And once again, Jesus does it all, this time resulting in seven baskets full of life-giving leftovers. The light should go on. About what? In Jesus’ hands, nothing is too small for Him to make the right size to meet our needs. Should be obvious. But to Jesus’ bunch? Is anything getting through? Hello! Anybody home? How dense can they be?
Now read Matthew 16, and you’ll discover how much more dense they can be. Traveling to the other side of the Sea of Galilee, they remember what they forgot…food. No bread in the boat. The midnight buffet kaput. Not a crumb. Maybe one or two, but that’s it. Panic time. We’re going hungry, and what can we do? No help in sight, even with Jesus right there in the midst of them. They moan and groan about having nothing to eat (v.7).
Listen to what Jesus tells them–‘O you of little faith, why are you discussing among yourselves the fact that you have no bread? Do you not yet perceive? Do you not remember the five loaves for the five thousand, and how many baskets you gathered? Or the seven loaves for the four thousand, and how many baskets you gathered? How is it that you fail to understand…’ (Matt. 16:8-11).
How dense can they be? Just them, huh? What about me? Or you? All the times the Lord has been there for me. Especially when it seemed I was in a death spiral, down and out, yet He lifted me up. How easily I forget about God’s fulfilled promises. His answered prayers…to my prayers. My cries for help find Him way ahead of me, taking care of messes before I mess them up. How many times must He keep proving Himself? That He’ll take care of me in His way and in His time? How many? Must I be so dense as to thank Him one moment only to come rushing back, reminding Jesus that He needs to get off His duff and help me? As in NOW!
So, who’s the dense one after all? Me? You? The disciples? The ones who saw Him face to face? On this multiple-choice test,the answer is ‘all of the above’. Isn’t it time to show some faith and trust in Jesus when something hits you totally out of the blue? He’ll never leave your side. Do the same with Him. Tell Him all about it. And have a little faith while you’re at it, for a change.
Thank you, Jesus, for being my Lord and Savior always. Amen.